Never Can Say Goodbye

i was the one who started it
people spend their whole lives searching for things they'll never find
that doesnt mean they'll stop looking
in the Bible it says that even though someone else may have something
that something may not be meant for you
so what am i getting at?
im not even sure
its 4:06 am
how can you expect me to be sur eof anything right now?
ok i remember
there are somethigs on this earth that i want and cant have
and other things on this earth that i know are mine
but my own stupidity
my own stubborness and my own laziness
are keeping me from getting to them
i am right on the edge of my victory
but first i have to let go of some baggage
but its so so hard
i know i cant have this over here Lord
so please take the desire and want and lust for these things
just leave my heart
but these, oh yes, these right here Lord, are mine and mine alone.
You told me so.
it's swimming in my blood just as sure as Your tattooed on my soul.
Its more than want.
More than need.
Lord this is a part of me that i cant let die
and cant lose sight of.
grant me strength.
send Your Spirit.