Playlist Take 1

there it is again
though theres nothing like the original
i havent felt like this since
i was like a sophomore in high school
i woke up this morning
i ran
and it was the happiest day ever
been tingling from head to toe
an i dont even need a tangible reason
even though on the other hand im definitely
going haf crazy like musiq
and thats not my style
if i put it out of my mind it wont exist right?
at least thats how it used to work
but this is new
too new
out of sight out of mind
i livefor the fame
for the fortune
fo the glory
for the pwer
dont take that from me
im used to being superficial
its my blanket
if u take that..then what
i dont want what i cant have
tha a given
but u kno that saying
the heart wants what the heart wants
my heart is a very stupid indvidual
it culd all be so simple like lauryn hill said
but u rather make it hard
lovn u is like a battle
and we both enjoy the scars
see? there it goes again

The Flood: Overflow

so im gonna be Your rock
hopefully thats what You want from me
it looks like thats what You need from me.
so far
i dont know where i went wrong
im throwing up my hands in frustration
and my heart is crying out for You
cant you see?
so just take my eyes
cause regardless im blind.
i dont know what else i can do to prove myself to You
please show me the way.
they're trying to tear me down
so im asking You to build me up
breathe life into me again
because i have to change Your world
just breathe into me first
i want to feel the fire
the ecstasy
the power that only Your love can bring
oh Overflow
i want my cup to runneth over
i want this love to overflow
to make my heart explode
i want Your love to spill
cover everything
oh Overflow
so i can know what its like
to be on fire for You
to give me strength to leave this place
lift this land
put it in Your hands
i want to feel it
my heart to race
beat 30,000 times in a minute
oh Overflow
for my pen to run out of ink
writing You're amazing
hit the highest note
highest note
throw up my hands in elation
Your love is too much
other love is not enough
pull out my hair
get excited
oh Overflow
Overflow
and break me down
and take over my mind
consume all my thoughts
so i can tell the world
tell Your world
of Your overflow
so i'll be Your rock
oh Overflow
hopefully thats what You want from me
oh Overflow
anything You ask of me
let it Overflow

Spoiled Little L.A. Girl

Cause when that BOOM came
i was damn angry
DAMN ANGRY
cause i was mad at you.
i dont know whats up with you
but quite frankly it doesnt matter.
cause two wrongs dont make a right
so you doing unto me what i was doing unto you
is unChristian and I know you're God fearing.
Confession: i was stupid
and i WANT to apologize
but i NEVER apologize
because im NEVER wrong
and ive NEVER been wrong
and im damn TOO cute
to have to take ANY bull
from anybody especially you.
i was trying to make you my moon
make you my stars, my sky, my all
but i was wrong
cause i did it too late.
when you were checkin for me
i sho wasnt checkin for you
then i was checkin for you and
you sho not checkin for me.
and its a pitchblack feeling
to want what you can't have
and to have what you don't want.
while everything in between
that shud be gray and black
like they should be
is suddenly lightbright
consuming everything
and its draining me
when all i wanted was you
so now
what do i do?
Lord what do i do?