logical choice

i have to write this down before i lose it
i know its dark right now
but that doesnt change any of the words
and i dont wanna forget that said this
or that i thought this
cuz i kno i have a lot of knowledge
or at least the ability to acquire it
with that said
im mad at myself
cause i had so much logic
thats how i governed my life.
and its like
i lost it since i came to college

well girly girl

its time
stop the bullspittin around cause its time
its time to make resolutions

proclamations and declarations

about what your going to do with yourself
soon.
cuz all youve worked for is slipping away fast
and nobody seems to care
not even you
where is the logic in that?
people around you dont seem to care
where is the logic in that?
im not even gonna lie to you bee
its time
you have to make some sacrifices
and i think
they have to be the first to go
bringing you down? way down?
thats not right
remember that talk we had about
being afraid of your own greatness
same case
so ask yourself
what do you really want?
just like a typical femal
you have no clue
what you thought you wanted

has proven to be a waste
so go for whats real
a career is real
a gpa is real
a house on a hill is real
hope is real

God is real

look for whats real

you know better than to ask God for something
and then not meet him half way
if you cant meet him half
then you dont want it and clearly dont deserve it.
did you think that like magic you'd suddenly be there.
bull
here and now
choose
cut the chord
its time
choose.